Time determines a lot of things.
Your fate could be turning around to the opposite direction. The direction which you never see coming. The direction which you never want to take.
Time is moving on too fast.
Too fast to a point where I can’t keep up with the constant changes I’m left to face with, alone.
I’ve dated, got into 2 relationships but things always find its way to its ugly end.
The end.
The end of a relationship is the most daunting, dreadful, painful and bitter cycle that one has to go through.
But why is it only me that feels that way? Why doesn’t the other party feel the same way like I did?
Was it so easy to walk out on us?
I Dont want to ask further.
I can hardly breathe with the pain penetrating deep into my scarred heart,
Leaving me nothing but a bared, wounded and liveless soul wandering around aimlessly.
Life is certainly unfair.
Life always find it’s way to put me into so many hurdles in life, to test my patience and perseverance.
But I’m only human.
There’s only so much I can take.
For the first time in forever,
I wish I could wake up in amnesia.
Thank you to those that stick with me throughout the days I feel the world was against me.
Thank you Syarinah for those hugs for I needed it most at the point where every atom of me is literally failing on me.
Thank you amethyst for being stern and firm with me and for the concern you’ve had all these while.
Thank you Pritpal, for taking the time to help us out. You’re are truly a great friend. And the hug, yes, I needed that too.
Thank you Shanaz. Your presence was so special, I wouldn’t trade it for anything else in the world.
I love you.
All of you.